Month: January 2015

Reading in Public – “Winter’s Tale” (part 4, chapter 1 – “A Very Short History of the Clouds”)

Reading in Public – “Winter’s Tale” (part 4, chapter 1 – “A Very Short History of the Clouds”)

We’re into the home stretch now (although there’s still about 1/3 of the book to go – we’ve got some VERY long chapters coming up), and Helprin again starts us off with a prologue of sorts, a step back, as he did before jumping into the action of the previous parts.

We get a very long view here; the cloud wall has been in existence for thousands of years (‘long before even the first millennium,” as the author tells us) and it has always been seeking the perfect moment of justice in which to lift New York (or, at least, the land that would become New York someday) and wrap it in gold.

But in that long-ago time, physics and beauty were not enough; the human heart was also required.  Jumping forward to the 19th century, another moment of rising nearly presented itself.  Unfortunately, while hearts may have been ready, the machines – another element to the equation – were not.

Later, in the jazz age, another moment almost came.

But circumstances had been a trifle uncertain, many elements had been out of place, and the city had remained firmly rooted, as if it would never rise.

Could that day have been December 31st, 1915?  I suspect so, and I think Helprin’s use of “jazz age” is probably broad enough to allow that.

But at the beginning of the third millennium:

did the wall open and rise, and the bays and rivers turn bright gold.  It was a masterwork of precision.  The choir of machines had been tuned to shout back and forth across the ages.

And note this:

The means by which justice was proffered were strikingly humble, and yet cardinal to the principles that bind this world.  And at the beginning of the third millennium, in those years of unrelenting winters, the just man finally emerged.

“Humble means” doesn’t seem to correspond with what Jackson Mead and his entourage are planning, and yet Helprin is flat-out telling us that time will be shattered, the world will be golden (note that the title of this final part of the book is “A Golden Age”).  So if he and his unprecedented bridge will not be the cause, then what will be?

And note also the mention of the just man.  Helprin also says that he “emerges”.  Not “appears.”  Not “arises.”  Emerges.  That implies that he has been here all along, among us, unseen.  Perhaps not even knowing himself that he is the just man upon whom an age will turn.  I think we all know by now that it’s Peter Lake.

So, onward.  As you read this final part, I think it might be useful to keep Richard Wagner in mind, too, specifically Gotterdammerung.  The reason will become clear when we get to the final two chapters.

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Author Spotlight – “M.M. Jaye and “Fait Accompli”

Author Spotlight – “M.M. Jaye and “Fait Accompli”

I’m happy to welcome indie author M.M. Jaye to the site this morning…

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MM Jaye’s mother claims that she spoke her first word at the age of six. Months. As a kid she would record fairytales in her own voice, play them back and then re-record, adjusting the pitch and tempo. Later, she used her voice to inspire young adults and teach them the art of translation. But there came a time when life took a turn for the worse, and her voice temporarily died out. That’s when she turned to writing.

Fate Accompli is the first book in her Aegean Lovers series, set on the Greek island where her husband proposed. MM Jaye lives in Athens, Greece, with her husband, daughter and Kindle.

You can follow her all over the interwebs:

WebPage: http://www. amazon.com/author/mmjaye

Blog: http://mmjayewrites.com

Facebook: www.fb.com/MMJayeauthor

Twitter: https://twitter.com/MMJaye

Pinterest: www.pinterest.com/mmjaye1/

Google+: https://plus.google.com/+MMJayeauthor

Tsu: https://www.tsu.co/MMJaye

 

And here’s her new book:

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When Fate plays a dangerous game, will Love win it all?

Monica Mitchell flies all the way from Boston to Athens, Greece, not to get a tan but a very specific job. Because besides an MBA, this twenty-four-year old has a mission: to prove to Alex Argiros, the gorgeous Greek magnate, that she has now grown out of the habit of flashing her underwear and looking like a zombie flick castoff … in the presence of hundreds.

The catch? She has to hide who she is. Thankfully, not having seen him since her early teens helps, and soon she gets all she wants and so much more. Not only does Alex not connect his highly qualified new assistant to the disaster magnate of his distant past, but apart from his admiration, he also offers her his heart.

Now, Monica has a new mission: to keep it forever. But first she has to come clean before he finds out her connection to the bane of his existence. Because if he does, he’ll rightfully assume she plays the part of the Trojan Horse, and then he’ll shed the sleek businessman exterior, letting his hot-blooded Greek nature take over.

She knows he could destroy her.

She knows, yet she needs just a little longer to savor his searing kisses…

You can buy it on Amazon, in two versions, clean and spicy

Spicy: http://amzn.to/1wUZrq1

Clean: http://amzn.to/1yOCOVx 

You can also find more about it on Goodreads:

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/23456470-fate-accompli-spicy-version

Here’s the Youtube video Trailer

And, last but not least, here’s an excerpt that the author has graciously provided for us…

Alex strode toward the desk, his eyes holding the same look he had used on her the entire day—hard, piercing and ultimately inscrutable. A look that incited fear but also a thrilling sense of anticipation.

Like waiting for a volcano to erupt but, for some perverse reason, looking forward to being engulfed in its hot lava.

Monica’s pulse quickened even more when she saw him skirt the desk and rest one hip on its edge just inches from her. He placed one palm flat on its surface and leaned on it. Although his posture was relaxed, his face showed no sign of yielding.

He was close. So close that she could make out the individual dark hairs on the forearm he was leaning on and see the tiny mole right under his lower lip obscured by his evening stubble.

Realizing her eyes were roaming, she shot her glance to his eyes. “I assume that the meeting ended well?” she asked, aware that she sounded out of breath.

Alex took his time before answering, which made her heart pound in her throat. “Far from it,” he finally said, making her eyes widen with worry. But just like that his features softened. “Enough progress was made, though, to hope that it will only take one more round.”

As she sighed in relief, she saw a suspicion of a smile tugging the corners of his mouth, then it expanded to his eyes, turning them into warm jet-black pools. “I might commission another one of your pie-tarts to make sure that goes well, too,” he said softly.

Monica made the motion of tucking an invisible strand behind her ear although her ponytail was firmly bound. “About the pie—” she started with the intention of apologizing, but Alex cut her short.

“Yes, about the pie. Is there any left? It seems I am the only one who hasn’t made a comment.” His voice was low and soft. “I just want to determine—” he paused and dipped his gaze, leaning closer as if he was about to impart a secret, “—is it divine or orgasmic?”

 

One last thing…a giveaway from the author:

http://www.rafflecopter.com/rafl/share-code/NWQxNGFhODA3ZDAxZjNlYzdmZmVjNjc4ZGQ1NTMyOjI=/?

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Book Tour – “The Real Deal” by Jane Leopold Quinn

Book Tour – “The Real Deal” by Jane Leopold Quinn

I’m happy to welcome author Jane Leopold Quinn to the site this morning.  Before we get to her book, let’s let her tell us about herself:

Sensual fantasies were locked in my mind for years until a friend said, “Why don’t you write them down?” Why not, indeed? One spiral notebook, a pen and the unleashing of my imagination later, and here I am with more than a dozen books published. The craft of writing erotic romance has become my passion and my niche in life. I love every part of the creative process — developing characters, designing the plot, even drawing the layout of physical spaces from my stories. My careers have been varied — third grade school teacher, bookkeeper, secretary — none of which gave me a bit of inspiration. But now I’m lucky enough to write romance full time — the best job in the universe!

Here’s a fill list of her books:

Ellora’s Cave

Lost and Found

The Real Deal

Indie

Valentine’s Day

His Hers & His

The Keeper

Soldier, Come Home

Winning Violetta

A Promise at Dawn

Jake and Ivy

Wooing the Librarian

Home to Stay

The Long Road to You (coming soon)

Siren

Undercover Lover

Mercenary Desires

I’ll Be Your Last

 

And here’s where to follow her on the Interwebs:

http://janeleopoldquinn.BlogSpot.com  +  https://twitter.com/jelquinnauthor

Amazon Author Page

 

And now for her new book…

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When her fiancé is busted at a gentlemen’s club, attorney Norah Ballard calls off the wedding. Shocked and humiliated, she grabs her suitcase and takes the first train out of town.

Easygoing teacher Michael Banning spots the new woman in town and recognizes her from college. She’s even more gorgeous and sophisticated now. He’s no longer the nerd he was back then, and now that she’s on his turf, he’s going to touch and taste every sleek, beautiful inch of her. Whatever her reason is for being in his town, he’ll fulfill all her desires so she never wants to leave. Norah won’t let another man—no matter how sweet, smart and sexy—get close enough to hurt her again. Mike’s passionate pursuit of her, the way he seems to know just how to arouse her, turns her into the wanton woman she hadn’t known she was.

He’s accused in a local scandal, something he wasn’t involved in. Birchwood Falls is in danger of flooding. He has a hell of a lot on his plate. When Mike’s in trouble, Norah’s going to be there to help him. And when Birchwood Falls is in trouble, she’s going to help the town she’s fallen in love with too.

 

Here’s where to find it:

http://www.ellorascave.com/the-real-deal.html

http://amzn.com/B00RVY0AGW

 

And Jane’s provided us with an excerpt, too:

Mike raised one eyebrow at her in silent invitation.

She held up a hand, palm out, in a oh no, that’s not necessary sign and regretfully shook her head.

“Come on, let’s dance. I’m not too bad.” He treated her to a confident smile. Pretty confident for someone under investigation for committing a crime. And very attractive. This was turning out to be a crazy town, so what the hell. It was just a dance. Taking his hand, she rose and followed him to the dance floor.

Mike, sliding his arm around Norah’s waist, tucked her in close—breast to chest, belly to belly, thigh to thigh. This was where he’d wanted her since she’d first sat down at the table, actually since he’d first seen her again in Ollie’s.

He just plain wanted her. It was amazing someone he barely knew from his college days would be the one to arouse his sexual hunger again. He knew pretty much all the women in town and none of them appealed to him as much as Norah did. Celibate for too long, he’d been busy teaching and working in the bar. Then one day he walks into his own place and immediately spots her in the corner. Damn Axel. It would have been nice to renew their acquaintance without her being accosted first by that jerk. But on the other hand, he’d been able to rescue her. Knight in shining armor and all that. Thank you, Axel.

Oh boy. She was a perfect fit in his arms. Beautiful and smart. Beautiful and a great figure, can’t forget that. He skimmed his hand up her back between her jacket and silky blouse. She felt supple and firm at the same time, if that made any sense. It did to him. She sighed softly and melted against his chest. Spanning her narrow waist with his palm, he tightened his hold on the small of her back. The lengths of their thighs brushed together and he had no doubt his swollen shaft, pressing on her belly, was a dead giveaway. It wasn’t like he could control the reaction of his cock when he held a gorgeous woman in his arms.

“This is a fast song, Mike.” She had to press even closer and lean up to make sure he could hear her.

That made him smile. And smolder since it crushed her breasts against him. Then she tried to strong arm herself away. Uh uh. He tightened his hold. “I know,” he replied smugly, her sensual breathy words in his ear raising goose bumps across his neck. “I’m not much of a fast dancer,” he murmured, his lips brushing her ear, wisping the short strands curled there.

It had been so long since he’d had sex and she touched something inside him, something protective. Something needy, something longing, yearning. The mystery of why she was in B Falls took his mind off the shock of the cheating allegations. They made him feel alone and vulnerable. Hugs from his mom weren’t exactly what he needed at the moment. A walking wet dream was. And he intended to enjoy this as long as possible.

Happily for him the music finally turned slow. If she wanted to back away from him, she didn’t follow through. Her hand crawled up his arm and settled primly over his shoulder. He clasped her other hand in his and rested both on his chest. She stiffened a moment but then, relenting, relaxed against him.

“See, I’m much better at slow, Norah.” She huffed a short laugh. He couldn’t breathe, barely moved his feet, just held her gaze, on and on, ensnared within her light eyes. Intriguing. Compelling. Mysterious. He realized he’d never seen them in daylight. What color were they anyway?

Why is she here? Oh, what the hell. You have a beautiful woman in your arms. You’re slow dancing. What more did he want and it almost made him forget the trouble he was in. “Thank you.” His whole body snapped to attention and he almost groaned aloud when her fingers touched the long hair at his nape.

“What?” She sounded drowsy and seductive as if just waking up after a night of intoxicating full out sex.

 

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Sogni Di Una Studentessa

Sogni Di Una Studentessa

What’s the title of this post mean?  Well, it’s pretty simple – it’s “Dream Student” in Italian.  And why am I blabbing about that?

Because the Italian translation of the book is officially finished, and up for sale.  It’s not on Amazon yet (probably by Monday), but it is up at Barnes & Noble.  There are translations ongoing right now into four other languages: French, German, Spanish and Portuguese, which I personally think is pretty cool.

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Reading in Public – “Winter’s Tale” (part 3, chapter 6 – “The Machine Age”)

Reading in Public – “Winter’s Tale” (part 3, chapter 6 – “The Machine Age”)

We’ve come to the end of Part Three, and quite a few questions are going to be answered.  What’s the huge ship carrying?  Who does it belong to?  What has Peter Lake been up to since his return?  What’s going to happen when, as the last chapter promised, New York City begins to come alive?    Hang on tight, because we’re about to find out…

We begin with Peter, and we briefly recap what he’s been doing since we met him last, in St. Vincent’s Hospital.  He’s spent the first few months of 1998 on the streets, sleeping in subway tunnels, finding his meals in garbage cans or at the back doors of restaurants and bakeries, where the employees

were always willing to give him a carrot or a roll, if he would take his intense and disturbing presence elsewhere.

By the beginning of summer, though, Peter begins to wander the city in earnest, trying to remember who he is.  He finds several “holy places’ (only one of them an actual church – the Maritime Cathedral that he visited back in Part One).  Another of these spots is the alley outside Petipas, where he encountered the Sun’s staff and picked up young Abby Marratta.

In his wanderings, he sometimes finds snatches of memory, but they don’t mean enough to him; there’s no context that might help him put things together and reclaim himself.  It’s a difficult existence, but Helprin notes that it does have some rewards; the people of the street (marginalized, poor, often one unlucky moment away from a quick death) seem to have a similar gift of vision to the one that Beverly Penn had (unfortunately unaccompanied by the ability to understand or clearly communicate it).

One day, Peter happens to walk past The Sun’s headquarters and finds himself staring down through a skylight into the bowels of the building, home to the printing presses and other assorted machinery.  Peter doesn’t know why or how, but the machinery calls to him:

There, at last, was something he knew and was sure of.

He watches as two very unhappy machinists scratch their heads while contemplating a partially disassembled machine, which Peter immediately recognizes as a “double mutterer”.  He taps on the skylight glass and offers to enlighten them, and after a little back and forth, they grudgingly agree.

Stepping into the basement of The Sun, Peter knows now that he is, or was, anyway, a mechanic:

In each section of the half-acre, years of knowledge charged out from the interior darkness and stood at attention like brigades and brigades of soldiers on parade.

Peter easily explains the workings of the double mutterer, as well as several other machines, including a perfection tattle and a comely engine.  The entire machine room, Peter tells them, is like a puzzle; the levers to release one machine can be found halfway across the room, and so forth.  But it all fits together:

The whole business is like a giant puzzle.  It’s sort of an equation.  The pieces are interrelated, as if they were the instruments of an orchestra.  To be the conductor,” Peter Lake said with a grin, “you have to know every instrument.  And you have to know the music.”

This is beautiful language, and it’s good to see Peter back in his element again.  And it’s only logical that he thinks of the machines in musical terms; we saw that way back in Part One.  Of course Peter knows every instrument, and there’s no question he knows all the music, too.

Peter is hired on as chief mechanic (although, having modest needs; and because the current chief mechanic is willing to take orders from Peter, but not to relinquish his title and salary, he’s paid as an apprentice), and makes a good impression on his new boss, Praeger de Pinto (who doesn’t recognize Peter from weeks before at Petipas; Peter doesn’t recognize him, either).

Peter is satisfied with his machines, only occasionally distracted, sometimes by thunderstorms.  Also fascinated – and terrified (as Peter is not) by one particular storm are Martin and Abby Marratta.  They’re under the care of the nanny, who’s in such a sound sleep that they’re unable to rouse her; and thus Martin, with five-year-old logic, assumes she’s dead, killed by the storm.  Their parents are probably dead, too, he reasons, so it’s a good thing he was recently taught how to light the stove and cook breakfast.

The nanny is not dead, of course, but Helprin uses this little vignette to illustrate the perspective of life for two small children growing up in the heart of Manhattan.  This is a wonderful few pages; I particularly enjoy the description of one of their hobbies: a more innocent version of Jimmy Stewart’s activities in “Rear Window.”  Abby and Martin watch the people in the building across from them every day, and have named nearly a thousand of them based on what they can observe from afar:

They had hundreds of invisible friends with names like “Fat Woman and Baldy,” “The Dog people,” “Lonely Dorian,” “Snake Lady,” “Underwear Man,” “The High Plant People,” “The Low Plant People,” “The Smoke People,” “Alfonse and Hoola,” “Screecher and Tiptoes,” “Crazy Ellen,” “The Boxer,” “Romeo,” “The Garilc Boys,” etc.

They also can read the various signs of their natural environment (sounds from the plumbing, the smells of perfume wafting up from the street, and so on) and discover how to make the telephone “sing to itself” via feedback.  Sun artist Marko Chestnut comments on this:

“It is true,” he said, “that they live in a machine – the city itself.  But if the machine can emerge from nature, then, surely, nature can emerge from the machine.”

And not just emerge, but rise and take flight.  Abby and Marratta have, in their innocence, a piece of the same vision that Beverly Penn had, if from a diffrent perspective.

Helprin then quickly (for him, anyway) gives us a glimpse of Athansor, toiling away in a mill in the city of the poor, “consuming perpetuity.”  From his station, endlessly circling as he turns the mill, he can still see the skyline of Manhattan, and he’s sustained by that vision.

It’s no coincidence that we go straight from Abby and Martin’s imaginative vision of a rising city, to Athansor’s very grounded view of the same thing.  Everything is connected, after all.  And another connection is the mysterious ship in the harbor.  We come back to that mystery, by way of a digression about the Mayor, who is never named, only described by the title that a “Council of Elders” bestows upon every Mayor before they take office (Harry Penn and Craig Binky somehow coexist on this Council).

The current Mayor got a fairly decent name, the Ermine Mayor (others in the past, not so fortunate, were called the Rag Mayor or the Bone Mayor).  Praeger de Pinto comes to visit him and demands answers about the giant ship.  The Mayor refuses, saying that, were Praeger in his place, he’d do the same.  Praeger isn’t hearing that, and he threatens to withdraw The Sun’s endorsement in the upcoming election.  The Ermine Mayor is unomved; there’s no one to run against him.  Praeger says that maybe he’ll run, and at first the Ermine Mayor scoffs, but begins to see that Praeger might well be a more formidable opponent than he seems at first glance.

In the meantime, Praeger, Virginia and Hardesty continue their surveillance of the ship (when almost everyone else, even at The Sun, have given up).  One morning, they catch a signal light between the ship and someone on shore.  They spring into action, and manage to get to the harbor in time to see a limo departing, presumably with some of the ship’s crew.  They follow it to the Metropolitan Museum of Art, where three people emerge.  Praeger, Hardesty and Virginia have no idea who these three men are, but Peter Lake would recognize them instantly: Jacksom Mead, Reverend Mootfowl, and Mr. Cecil Wooley.

We’ve already seen Cecil (when Virginia first arrived in Manhattan), but the other two are something of a surprise (or maybe not; Mootfowl already reappeared once after his death, back in Part One, after all).  But they’re not the only people to visit the museum; more limos appear, disgorging the Mayor – and then Harry Penn.  Praeger is momentarily stunned, and can only ask of Jackson Mead, “Who are you?  And where do you come from?”  The answer is:

“From St. Louis, and beyond, and other places.”

Praeger quickly gets hold of himself and pays Harry Penn a visit at home.  In the bath, to be exact.   Harry is embarrassed, and he tells Praeger “what he can” – he knows about the ship, and Jackson Mead, and apologizes for the fact that The Sun will not pursue any further answers.  he does, however, help Praeger get an audience with Mead (as well as Mootfowl and Mr. Wooley).  Virginia and Hardesty accompany him, and they return to the museum, Mead’s temporary headquarters, at 4:30 in the morning.

When they enter, music is playing (named as Bach’s Third Brandenburg Concerto), and Reverend Mootfowl is praying before a large painting depicting the ascension of St. Stephen.  Mead is at his desk, thrilling to the final movement of the concerto, which he likens to:

a good machine, a perfectly balanced rocker arm, something well-oiled and precise.

He goes on in praise of the music, noting that the perfect rhythms are present everywhere.  And then he says:

“When you die, you know, you hear the insistent pounding that defines all things, whether of matter or energy, since there is nothing in the universe, really, but proportion.”

There’s some sparring between Praeger and Mead over the public’s right to know what he’s up to, and Helprin delves a bit into his own politics, before returning to the story, as Mead reveals what he’s doing:

“My purpose,” he said, suddenly soft and benevolent, “is to tag this world with wider and wider rainbows, until the last is so perfect and eternal that it will catch the eye of the One who has abandoned us, and bring Him to right all the broken symmetries and make life once again a still and timeless dream.  My purpose, Mr. Marratta, is to stop time, to bring back the dead.  My purpose, in one word, is justice.”

It can’t be any clearer than that.  Mead, as he did in Part One, is building a bridge.  Recall that Reverend Mootfowl worshiped bridges and believed that God noticed them.  Mead wants to build a bridge so extraordinary that God cannot ignore it.  And he wants to, as Virginia was instructed to do in Part Two, shatter time and bring back the dead.

It’s slightly disappointing that Virginia doesn’t have more to do in this scene, because Mead’s words ought to resonate with her just as much as they do with Hardesty; but it’s he that carries the conversation forward.  Praeger, also, still has some things to say.  He argues with Mead about the painting; Mead asks whether St. Stephen actually rose, and dismisses Praeger’s answer.  The truth as he sees it is that St. Stephen did not rise.  But he is rising, and the reality of his rising will not be complete until all things can be seen at once; until we have the perspective to see every event as happening at the same time; that time itself is the true illusion.

Praeger is not sold on this, and he brings up a comment Mead made earlier, about dying.  How, Praeger wants to know, can Mead know what one experiences when one dies?

“Oh,” said Mead modestly, “I’ve died many times.  Let’s see,” he continued, and began to count on his fingers.  “At least six.  Maybe more.  It’s hard to keep track.”

Praeger still isn’t convinced; he’s trying to reason all this out; while Hardesty is seeing with his heart.  Praeger will not relent, and threatens to “sweep away the cobwebs” that Mead is placing before them.

“Interesting that you should say that,” said Jackson Mead.  “I mean, about the cobwebs.”

Why?

“Wait till you see my cobwebs, Mr. de Pinto, just wait.  Compared to them, iron is nothing.”

And that’s where we end Part Three.  We’ve got a man who claims to have died several times, who doesn’t appear to have aged in 80 years, accompanied by two assistants who are equally unchanged despite the passage of nearly a century (one of whom has died, “onscreen” as it were, at least once), who intends to build a bridge so extraordinary that it will attract God down from Heaven to right all things on Earth.  And he’s in command of massive resources (both to build the unprecedented ship he’s brought to New York, and to cover up all traces of his activity over the centuries) that may enable him to do the job.

And his words echo things we’ve seen over and over in the book.  The idea that there’s no such thing as time; that past, present and future are all the same thing, when viewed from sufficiently afar, and that he’s seeking to build a bridge to that faraway vantage point.

At the same time, we have others who have pieces of the same vision.  There’s Peter Lake and his newfound home among the machinery of The Sun; and Martin and Abby, who can hear the music of the machines.  Everything is coming together.

Next up, we begin Part Four, and we see what will be built from all the disparate elements…

 

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Book Tour! Sara Walter Ellwood and “Gambling on a Secret”

Book Tour! Sara Walter Ellwood and “Gambling on a Secret”

I’ve had author Sara Walter Ellwood here before, and I’ve got her again today because she’s got a great sale going on that she wanted to let the world know about.

The sale is in anticipation of her next book coming out in a few months.  The book we’re talking about today is GAMBLING ON A SECRET

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When Charli bets everything on a secret, will she find the deck stacked against her?

Former runaway-turned heiress Charli Monroe is hiding her sordid past and planning a future in Colton, Texas. Attending the local college for a degree in social work, she intends to raise cattle on her newly purchased ranch, which she plans to open as a home for troubled teens. Only a few glitches—the Victorian mansion is crumbling, the barn needs a roof, and her oilman neighbor wants more than friendship. When she meets Dylan Quinn, Charli is willing to take a chance on the town drunk to help her rebuild the rundown ranch.

Dylan has his demons, too. The former Special Forces commander can’t get past his ex-wife’s betrayal and the botched mission that left him with much more than a bad limp. Certain the greedy oilman next door to Charli wants much more than just her heart, Dylan’s even willing to stop drinking in order to protect her.

When things get dangerous and secrets of the past are revealed, is he only looking out for his new employer, or is she the new start he so desperately needs?

“Full of intrigue, tangled pasts, and raw emotions, this one is guaranteed to keep you turning pages from start to finish and then wishing for one more chapter!”
Carolyn Brown, New York Times bestselling author.

Ms. Brown also named Gambling On A Secret as one of her favorite romance reads in 2012 in the Happy Ever After Blog on USA Today.

It’s on sale for just $0.99 for the whole month of January…and yo can find it at:

Amazon | Barnes and Noble | iTunes | Kobo | Google

Sara’s also provided us with an excerpt…

Dylan regarded her for a long moment and cocked a brow. Damn, was he making fun of her? He looked her up and down. “Wouldn’t a woman like you be more comfortable getting manicures and massages in a Dallas spa, not worrying about cattle breeds and barn roofs? It’s no secret around town you’re the heiress to the Monroe Farm Equipment fortune, and you sold a huge ranch in Oklahoma your grandfather left you. Why on Earth did you buy a dump like this?”

Now he’d pissed her off. Charli might have more money than she’d ever dreamed of having. She might like to dress in designer clothes, but it was none of this jerk’s business which ranch she bought. Or why she wanted it. She had a business plan and a vision for the ranch; what else mattered? “I happen to like this place. It suits me better than the ranch I sold.”

“Is that so? Did you bring any equipment with you? A tractor, a planter, hay mower, baler, anything?”

He would bring up one of the stupidest things she’d done. Sighing, she admitted, “I sold the equipment with the ranch when I decided to leave Oklahoma. One more reason I need a manager.” Her cheeks burned. “When I sold the ranch after inheriting it, I didn’t intend to buy another.”

“Why did you buy another ranch?” He slid his gaze back to hers and peered at her as if he could read her every thought–but what had her swallowing hard was the spark of something hot in his eyes.

She tightened her arms in the hug she gave herself–a self-protecting, insecure gesture she’d acquired while she lived with her abusive lover in Las Vegas as a teenage runaway.

“Buying a ranch the size of this one isn’t something most folks just wake up and decide to do, Miss Monroe. A ten-thousand-acre spread takes commitment and dedication and is damned hard work.”

Yeah, she knew that.

He looked down at her multicolored Manolo Blahnik five-inch heeled slides. The ghost of a smile touched his lips again, but this time little crinkles formed at the corners of his eyes, which held a spark of interest she didn’t want.

Damn, he was good-looking. She squelched that notion like the roach she’d killed earlier in the house. Hadn’t her life with Ricardo taught her a handsome face meant nothing but trouble?

“I can’t imagine you stuffing those pampered and polished feet into rubber boots to muck around in the barn.”

Me, either. But she would if she had to.

She drew in a breath and dropped her arms to her sides. “I think we should get back to asking questions about you. When your sister called about my newspaper ad, she said you were exactly what I’m looking for.”

He shrugged again in a not-a-care-in-the-world way again. What was this guy’s problem? If she weren’t running out of time, she would tell him to leave. She couldn’t waste this year, which meant she had to get someone hired. And her prospects were limited.

“Can you do the job?”

“Affirmative.”

She waited for him to elaborate, but when he didn’t, she frowned. “Do you have any references?”

“I expected you to ask. Everything you need to know should be in here.”

She moved closer and took the folded sheet of paper he held out the window. After glancing at it, she wasn’t surprised it was a resume, but his listed experience had her heart beating a little faster. She looked up at him. “You have a degree in agricultural business from Texas A & M, started up your own ranch and served in the Army?”

He looked off in the distance. “I was in the service for thirteen years, three years in the Corps of Engineers, four in Airborne and the last six in Special Forces.” His jaw clenched, making his face the chiseled block of cold stone again. “And I know something about building. When I wasn’t deployed, I built the house and barn on my two-hundred acre ranch.”

“You don’t own the ranch now?”

“No. My ex-wife got it in our divorce settlement. I planned to get out of the Army after my last tour in Afghanistan and raise cattle. But things never happen the way we want them to.”

The bitterness of his tone had her stepping away. She shivered again and busied herself with looking at the resume. Whatever his ex-wife had done to him, it wasn’t good. “Your reference list is pretty skimpy.”

“The first name is my old commander, but I just got word he’s shipped out on a secret mission.”

Something wasn’t adding up. Either he was hiding something or his sister had lied about his experience. “Your sister said you worked on Oak Springs Ranch while in high school, but it’s not listed on your resume. Are you related to the owner, Leon Ferguson? You said your mother grew up there.”

His eyes narrowed and his lips thinned into a tight line. “Leon is my mother’s stepbrother. While my grandfather was still alive and ran the ranch, I worked there until I joined the Army after he died. I chose not to mention it.”

But why? She didn’t press the matter. She wasn’t seriously considering him for the job anyway, was she?

She studied the resume again. “Brenda Dailey. Is this person off-limits, too? Or can I speak with her?”

“My ex-wife. I’d appreciate it if you don’t involve her. I put her on there because of the ranch.”

She looked up at him. “The divorce that bad, huh?”

Dylan shrugged and looked away. He gripped the top of the steering wheel hard enough to whiten his knuckles. “Suppose it’s no secret. Our divorce has only been final four months, and she married her baby-daddy the day after it became official. You figure it out.”

“Ouch. Okay, I won’t call your ex. Nevertheless, I’d like to see your house. Your sister mentioned you were a carpenter.” She glanced at the address of his former ranch. “Killeen’s south of here?”

He nodded. “It’s your two hours and tank of gas.”

“Thank you for stopping by. Your number’s on here. I’ll call you.”

“Thanks for your time, Miss Monroe. Good luck with this place.” He looked around at the buildings and over her before he turned the key in the ignition. The rusted bucket of bolts sputtered and the starter groaned before the engine turned over.

As he pulled away, she looked at the piece of paper in her shaky hand and studied his name at the top.

Damn, she’d hoped he was the one.

She crumpled the paper, and the memory of his weathered eyes, as dull and gray as her ranch buildings, came to her. What ghosts did he see when he closed them?

She opened her palm and stared at the wad of paper. Feeling haunted by the past was something she understood very well.

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Cover Reveal – “Mirror, Mirror” by Renea Porter

Cover Reveal – “Mirror, Mirror” by Renea Porter

Mirror
Mirror

By: Renea Porter

Cover Reveal: January 6th

Release Date: January 16th

Hosted By: Author Sandra Love

 
Synopsis:

Male/Male Country Romance

 

Everything about me is a lie, except that my name is Dean.
I don’t want to be the person I feel I have to show the world anymore. I’m sick
of living a lie. What I want is to be free. Free to love who I want, not who
people think I should.
When you’re not living your life on your own
terms, everything suffers. My happiness, personal relationships and even my
music. My music has suffered greatly. I sit down to write and—nothing.

My manager is pushing me to get back on the
road to create a buzz about the songs I actually have been able to write. He
says we’re picking someone up along the way to collaborate with who will help
me write again.

Ayden is everything I’m not. He’s comfortable
in his own skin. Not afraid to show his true self. He’s also a talented song
writer. Not only is he insanely gorgeous overall, but he has the deepest blue
eyes I’ve ever seen. He’s beautiful and makes me question everything.

Can I be my true self? What would happen if my
label found out about whom I really am? What would happen after the gig was up?
What would happen if I took that chance? Is love worth the fight in the end?

 
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About the Author
Renea has always had her nose
inside of a book ever since she could remember. She has wrote ever since she
was young enough to write, never showing anyone what she was writing. Initially
she started writing Coming Back to You without intending to publish, but her
hubby of 15 years encouraged her to publish it. And she did. She couldn’t
imagine never writing. Its in her blood.
Her mind is always wondering, plotting and full of ideas. Even her hubs
questions her sanity sometimes, because she well her characters are real. They
feel real.

 
 
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Reading in Public – “Winter’s Tale” (part 3, chapter 5 – “An Early Summer Dinner at Petipas”)

Reading in Public – “Winter’s Tale” (part 3, chapter 5 – “An Early Summer Dinner at Petipas”)

This is a short chapter, with only one scene, and yet it’s hugely important.  So without further ado, onwards!

We join a group of Sun employees, including the senior management, at one of their favorite restaurants for an early-evening dinner (unlike some of Helprin’s chapter titles, this one is about as direct and to the point as possible).  Harry Penn reflects on what he sees in the light and color of the setting sun:

He sensed in the darkness sheathed by brilliant light the compressive presence of the future and the past running together united, finally come alive.

He’s starting to see a little bit of what Beverly (and others) were able to see, way back in part one.

Praeger de Pinto arrives, with the two Marratta children in tow, bearing news: he reports to his fellows about Craig Binky’s sudden and mysterious flight.  The Sun staff speculates on what it might mean, and then converts the restaurant into a makeshift office, reaching out via telephone for any information on this strange development.

They are unsuccessful, and eventually return to their meal.  Harry Penn is philosophical about the matter.  He recalls other times that Craig Binky went off half-cocked, and concedes that, “Besides, there’s nothing more that we can do.”

They are interrupted again, by a face peering at them from the street, leaning up against the wrought-iron fence of the restaurant.  It’s Peter Lake, of course:

He looked at them without a blink, in the chilling fashion of a man who is trying to place familiar and haunting faces that he knows he cannot identify.

Unsurprisingly, he mainly fixates on Jessica Penn (who bears a resemblance to her long-dead aunt, Beverly).  Also unsurprisingly, she’ is quite uncomfortable at his attention.  He then turns his gaze to Harry Penn, who knows something is very off about all of this:

He felt as if he were being dragged back through time to a moment in childhood when he had had no learning or wisdom.

He doesn’t actually make the connection, though; he doesn’t know who this derelict is.  And while he and Peter stare at one another, three-year-old Abby Marratta slips through the bars of the fence, and goes to Peter:

Abby had crossed over, and was with Peter Lake.

It’s no accident that Helprin uses that particular phrase, which has a meaning far beyond a little girl squeezing through a fence.  Crossing over implies moving between worlds.  And note this:

In slow strides that lifted her from the ground ever so lightly and allowed her to sail towards him in slow motion, she skipped to Peter Lake as if she had known him for an eternity.  And then she seemed to fly through the air (though perhaps it was a trick of the light), her arms outspread, until she rose into his arms.

Again, the language here is very deliberate.  “Eternity” is not used lightly.  Nor is “she rose into his arms.”  Recall the discussion of St. Stephen back in part one (which we’ll revisit later in the book).  She doesn’t jump up, she’s not picked up.  She rises.  She’s crossed worlds, and she rises.  Remember that Beverly (and others) talked about already having “crossed over”.  Remember the quote that opens the book – “I have been to another world, and come back.  Listen to me.”  Remember the way Beverly’s death is described: “her soul ascended.”

Abby clearly has a destiny.  Or, maybe, a Destiny.  But before she can fulfill it, Hardesty goes to the fence and Peter hands Abby back over to him.  As the child is exchanged, Hardesty looks into Peter’s eyes, and sees nothing to be afraid of.  In fact, he sees something else entirely.  He can see that Peter is quite extraordinary, and he is gripped by:

a strong desire to see what Peter Lake had seen, to go where he had gone.  Hardesty Marratta, a prosperous family man, a man with all the proper joys and privileges, was nearly about to pledge himself to a lost derelict.

He doesn’t.  At least, not yet.  But we’ll come back to this in part four.

In the meantime, Peter vanishes, as though he had never been there, and after a long silence, Harry Penn tries to restore order.

“All right,” he said, as if reassuring not only them but himself as well, “things like that happen sometimes, and the world remains the same after all.”

but of course the world is not the same.  Just as the tension begins to fade away, Virginia sees something.  Everyone else, following her gaze, sees it a moment later.  Out on the river, heading into the harbor, is a ship.  A massive ship:

a wall that traveled sideways, a massive guillotine, the lid of the world, closing from south to north.

The ship keeps coming, in a description that reminds of nothing so much as the opening shot of the Star Destroyer in “Star Wars” – there’s just more and more ship, seemingly endlessly:

Then, at last, after several thousand feet of it had paraded before them, the superstructure and the hull ended abruptly, not in a flowing curve but in a steel cliff that dropped straight to the water.

This ship is unprecedented to the Sun staff, as it would be to us; the longest ship ever built in reality was 1,504 feet long (an oil tanker, decommissioned in 2009).  This ship is at least 3 or 4 times as big.  And it’s followed by three massive barges, each attached to the main ship by dozens of steel struts large enough to drive a truck over.

Harry Penn has an idea why this ship is here:

“There has never been a ship like this.  I think it may be bringing us a great gift.”

“Which is?”

“The future.”

He’s right, as we’ll see soon enough.

This ship is the catalyst for everything that happens the rest of the way in the story; it is indeed bringing the future, although that future is something no one, even Harry Penn with his increasingly keen eye, can imagine yet.

 

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Happy New Year!

Happy New Year!

I just wanted to take a minute to wish everyone here a Happy New Year!  May you have a wonderful 2015, with nothing but good health, success in your chosen endeavors and wishes come true.

Someone else would also like to wish you a Happy New Year…

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That’s Diego, posing for the camera just like a professional model.

 

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